I think I'm pretty much hurt by what you've said tonight.

Aiyo. Am bored now. I hate holidays in Poly leyy. No homework no shit to do. I wished I'd have something to do on Monday. Maybe I'ma go out with Lava on Monday. & I hope Tommeh would come along too since he's the first to initiate and the first to back out. Sian pls. I was actually looking forward to go somewhere with my empty pockets. :(

Don't know why he's so fierce today lol. Banged the office door on me pls. I was startled. :S & He still purposely open again to bang harder. :@

Okay am talking to biatche (Neoy) now. Havent been talking to Yq for.. like a week, she's busy la, as always. Irritate me when she has loads of friends and no time to talk to me.

AM LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING DTRM PEOPLE. *lets out a huge grinnnnnn :D*

By the way I lied in my previous sentence.

After reminiscing school life with the three musketeers (Joshua, Zhongster!(I know he miss me :$), & Wenhong) and some godzilla, I thought class used to be kind of chaotic.

So, I take back my words.

Miss the peaceful life with my clique. *Flies to the other world*

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Pizzahut has some new staffs! Today I talked to them, and they asked me was typhoid injection painful.

I said, "Very."
They went,"AHHH?!"
I attempted,"Actually it's only for me because the doctor just poked the needle into my skin without looking."

& I wasn't lying, I swear the doctor sucked.

Plus I didn't go to work today, as in never clock in. Because sales are always bad at 4 p.m. & I waited till 6 to meet my mom. :( In pizzahut. Sian me to death please.


Okay whatever, bye.

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.


The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.


Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.


The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.


How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.


What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.


Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Yeah some arranged photos by Jocelyn 20th March outing to Orchard. :)
Very nicely arranged, I must say.

突然间我好想你们。





突然；彩虹，最近还好吗，来不及，无与伦比的美丽，都变得好好听。





突然；领悟你们对我好重要。





突然；好想回到过去。





突然；哭了。

可是都不在了。

I don't know what is fucking wrong with everybody else.

1. I pissed someone off.
2. My best friend is on a watery mood.
3. I am hungry. (Of all times)
4. I've to work on a grumpy mood tmr to earn moolahs.
5. I've to meet everyone else with empty pockets.

Oh. And I walked into my lift after work and a lady from 11th floor say I'm sweet. Hehe. Actually I think so too. :p Just thought it would be nice to share some facts with you guys.

& I miss my neoy biatche. Sian. She slept already. But I've so much shit to talk t her about. :(

Oh my. Am thankful that Ayu, Shuyi and Sharifah worked today! My god. At first was sian pls. I looked at the deployment book and see that people who are working are sian. But turned out to be quite a fun day at work. :D

Im actually startled by someone today at work. My god. If you can't handle stress, go back to your country? Noob.

If you people understand, you should know who I'm referring to. Ayu thought Im angry with her. Im not ley. :p Lava was there t hear me grumble, yeah am very grumpy.

But suddenly I feel very very attached t work nowadays. I mean, totally love going to work except when that someone is at work also. Pissed me off more than sometwo pls.

& I miss somethree during work today. Told Lava that also. It's a random dayyyyy.

Okay whatever, hate someone and sometwo.

Anyway am grateful to my boss. Yeah rc_poy for helping me book d chalet. And lending me the money. And stop irritating me during work. Keep picking on me one ley. :@ Hate you. -.-

Bad day. Goodbye; w/love.

I dont know why I always go out with them I always feel like sleeping. Lol. Not because they are boring, but in school I see them I also sleep anywhere. I think they are my sleeping pills. LOL.

Took loads photos will upload them someday. Cos szeyee got this super cool camera from her friend. Ohmygod.

And we went to find a polo t-shirt for px's friend. Thought it was cool enough. Okay. Peixian does good customising of presents. Think she's totally amazing for a manual gift-wrapper. :d

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Yeah, and my boss makes me wanna cry. T___T This is the first time I borrow huge sum of money (to me) from others. Am in cash flow probs now. & am very thankful that people actually offered to lend me money leyy. :D

Dont ask why I need money. No one should know, and no one should ask.

Yeah, spent the day working. Was fun today with all the same old staffs (Tommeh, Aqmar, Lava, Ina. Totally cool enough and made my day enjoyable. Heh. Talked to Kahling in the office after work. Yeah. Then am blogging now.

Am Happy today. Be happy for me. :d

I don't like too much close friends.

'Cause I never have time for them, but the only few that I will give my time to, even in my busiest moment, latest and emotional nights are the people whom I really cherish & love. & I swear I will.

Went out w/love tday. As usual Neoy knows why. He cut my favourite hairstyle, received a rose from him. It was kind of a first proper rose he gave me. Really loved it ley. But didn't think it was a feasible gift. I would prefer money to the rose.

In terms of recession, nothing means more than cash. Love would be trash, anything else associated with love would be dirt. Only cash is cash.

If from the previous paragraph you start to have a perspective of me, or a bad one, then too bad. You don't even know me, fucktardehs.

Okay we went to watch Dragonball Evolution, storyline was great, not action-packed enough. Went shopping at Lot1, shop shop, went Imm to eat ice-cream. Lazy ley. Den went home.

Am bored, am cant be botherd, am peeved. Probably due to a monthly phenomenon.

Oh yeah, gave a mean comment days ago on my random date with Neoy. I was so appalled when she caught my joke please. I mean, no one else ever get my mean comments except her. Am proud of my bestfriends.

Yanq can stand my nonsense, (I have to stand hers too, for 4yrs alrd.)
Neoy can understand my mean character,
Shengyang is always there when I wan to poke his ass off,
Huiping will always come back after months. :D

I do welcome more people in my life. Don't get it wrong, it's not that I won't. More people from PH are coming in, like Lava, Tommy, Aqmar, Ina. Yeah & I think we do talk comfortably and it's already a feat to be able to do that.

Am clicking well with S&S clique. Going out on 20th with them, literally left out that day for them please. Am working on any other days. Yeah I miss bitching with them.

I am not writing a post of gratitude or whatever, just random.

Yeah ok Im done here and bye. Fuck you all. (you refers to all the fucktardehs, dont get paranoid.)

To friend.
Am sorry for the times when I left you alone.
Am sorry for the times for I wasnt here when you needed someone.
Am sorry for the times when I skipped our dates.
Am sorry for the times when I didnt cherish the littlest things you gave to me.
Am so sorry for it was wrong to have known me.

To love.
Am sorry to waste so much time together.
Am sorry to spend so much of your money.
Am sorry to laugh at your bad chinese.
Am sorry to quarrel with you all day.
Am sorry to want to leave you.


On skype with tommy. Am sian am tired am hungry. LOL.

Okay my kbox-ing with my 2 biatches. :D Ok, am totally in love with going out with them please. Of course XiaoHua too.

Okay in the morning we (me and Neoy.) were supposed to meet at 9.15 so we could reach Yanq's house at 10. So I nua-ed as usual. & Neoy, nua-ed toooooolah.


Neoy texted: Text me when you wake up.
Soo we nua-ed until 9.15, prepared and reach Yanq's house at 11.


So we went to buy breakfast at JE interchange, when we walk back Neoy walked a weird path back to Yanq's house. We literally laugh till siao. LOL.


So we ate, watched MRBEAN and camwhored quite a little. (Depending on individual's definition of 'little')


Half-faced bodyguards.






Can't imagine life w/o them. Totally LOVES!! :D


YEAH~! KBOX. Yanq's expression tells it all.




& Xiaohua was so grumpy about the 40 cents that we got scammed.

Xiaohua: Huh! 60 cents for one slice of lemon!? I think 50 cents can buy one whole lemon already!! (Cos he works at Prime Supermarket)

Den we call him sing the song he say dont know how to sing. So we say: Don't Kaysiao. Prime sure everyday play songs one.

Haha.

Yeah nice & fun day. We should totally go out again.

By the way, Yanqing's blog has been revived. :0 Appalling right. You can either go to her revived/deserted/dead blog by clicking on her name under "Special People" from the links on the right or click this link. http://www.smilee-alwayss-523.blogspot.com/

Yeah, went kbox. Blog about it tomorrow.

Hello. It was a day at work, a date with bf, and collection of my lousy LG BUT GOOD CAM PHONE.


by the way I got Lava (best bud in PH), to help me buy a clothing today. His taste was a little weird, or different from mine. So went to th store t change th clothing.

Kindof enjoy talking to him HAHA. Although he's on an emo patch these few days. I wished he would zoom back into my life. (te happey lavalalei).




yeah, he went effing crazy that he kissed my red indian son. and no, my son is not the effing monkey you guys always misunderstood for. :@


Actually I though bf was kindof handsome to me. LOL. Or maybe, sometimes.

Happy for Tommy! He's actually got into SP. :D
Omg, I think he was so elated that he texted me during work: Hi Senior. I got into Sp

Today has been a relaxing day.

Yeah, and after I met love for lunch, went home to do all the washing of toilets, ironing of clothes, and Neoy came over to my house to peek at me. :$! Shy pls. Haha. Okay. Am super hungry now, so much so that I feel like eating LJS's last time Chicken Platter. :(

It has been such a 'great' time at work, standing at the doorway of Pizzahut, until Wenjie came over to say hi, with his gang of Gerald, Kevin, and Mingheng. My colleague thought that Gerald was cute. Ha! Saw Kahmeng and Kelvin walked past too. Omg, is today supposed to be a Secondary school meeting? Totally awesome.

Anyway Lava, the Guest wasnt me. Duh. Why would I contradict myself. By the way I totally hacked into your blogger account. Kill me on Saturday if you're clenching your fist now. :p

Yeah, and had a quarrel with deareh tonight. Was so goddamn pissed off with his crap. Neverm, I shall hold my temper.

It's so beautiful that it makes you wanna cry. This innocence is brilliant. Hope that it will stay. This moment, is perfect. Please don't go away.

Haha. Today was atrocious. I was supposed to meet Xiaohua (Sheng Yang) at 10am for breakfast! But I totally overslept and received 4 missed calls from him.

& so, i texted apologetically,
Me: Haha! Sorry just woke up lol
Xiaohua: -.- i ate le lol wait u can die
Me: Haha. Sorry la! Your breakfast or lunch eat le? Last night I talk on d phone till very late.
Xiaohua: Lol both also ate liao.. wah u meet fren at 12 now wake up lols

After that, I went to eat lunch with dear, he drove me to Kallang to fetch up something there. Den i slept in the vehicle for 10 mins because it was such a sleepy day. & I changed his bandage for his cut in the vehicle. It was so goddamn bloody. I totally freaked out. Den he dropped me at Jurong Point so I could find my colleagues there, like Ina. I haven't finish talking to her ley. :( Den got some antiseptic for dear and find him at NTUC xtra and helped him fix his cut after he pasted the commercial sticker for Nestle's Bliss. Short and boring day.

Went to find Neoy at her first day at work also. She's still a fucking smoker. :D

Okay bye. :D

It's from regret and disappointment that we learn, how things are meant to be.
Pinned high hopes trying to find out just how some things should be done.
Then, you realise hopes do fail people and turns to dust.
Disappointment attacks every tiny braincells of yours, and sparks out every sensibility you used to have before you hoped for that thing that you always wanted.


It's kind of a sad day today when everyone meets up with the thing called conflict. Turns friends into enemies, turns lovers into strangers. Why can't people just let everything go. Why hold on to the faith that everyone else should understand what you think and do what you think they should. Not everyone would carry the sentence "I appreciate you" on their lips all the time. It doesn't mean if people do not say them, they do not mean them. So, hey people, let go.

Can't really be bothered to say what happened today.

Yeah, anyway went to work as usual, after that met dear and watched Marley and me. It was funny cos he cried. So after the show I asked was the show nice, he said, "Aiyo! So boring!" Then went back to meet Lava and guys, talked with them at Mac, kind of fun. :)

Yeah, so thats all for my emo post. LAWL. Hahahaha. I had enough of emo-ing. So long never bitch with mosquito! HAHA.

It's when we grow up, that we no longer laugh at the same old jokes which we used to.
It's when we grow up, that we no longer get angry over the little stuffs which used to piss us off.
It's when we grow up, that all the little dreams we used to have, have vanished.
It's when we grow up, that we are no longer what we used to be.

Am sad today. Because suddenly I've become so stern that I try so hard to crack some jokes, sometimes. I don't laugh as hard as I used to at other people's joke. But I still do laugh at Yanqing's cause she's too comical.

Ohmahgawd, I sounded like an emokid. Nevermind. Today 2 things happened to my day.

1) Neoy and her other half's One Monthsary.
2) Poy called.

Okay, Neoy met me for breakfast today. Apparently, I was frigging lazy to wake up cos I slept at 5 am yday. Super tired. So I nua-ed on my bed till 10plus, even though we were supposed to meet at 9am. Den turned out that she takeaway-ed Mac to my house. Thanks bf. :D (I'm always wondering how she could stand my nua-ness)

After breakfast, she went to get her baking needs luh. & I went to meet boyf for lunch. Lazy to go there, but still dragged my feet there.

Den met up with neoy at BL mrt, back t house and burned cookies.
See what i meant?


It didn't turn out that bad.


Yeah, so kyel, neoy's other half waited for her downstairs my block. Was totally awesome cos we conspired to trick her down.

Kyel called so I moved into my room.

So Neoy asked, Why did you go into the room for?
Me: *Startled* Oh, did I? Right.. I went to get something.

I couldn't lie well, but apparently that stupid biatche couldn't see loopholes either.

Yeah, so the day went. We ate Mac for lunch. Spent $13 plus dollars. Cos Kyel shared 20 nuggets with 2 of us. & Mcchicken.

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So Poy. Called me to ask his shirt size. Oi! Where got boss call employee to ask shirt size one!? Absurd right! :@ Please call me if you want to give a raise okay.

& He was so mean today. I asked him whether Pizzahut wants to hire people, he said: Of cause want! So that I can fire you people. -.-

Super mean boss. I shall kill him one day out of my utmost anger. HAHA.


Things to do this month would include:
1)Kboxing w/ Xiaohua, Neoy & Yanq.
2)Dinnerio w/ Lava, Aqmar, Joycelyn & Maybe Ina. Anyone can come along okay.
3)Working intensively to earn big bucks. I need money.

okay, thats all for today.
Shall think of an emo post tmr.

w/love, karen.

karenlee.
my bday's @ 15thOkt.
I'm a nice person in short, provided you don't rawr ur effing temper at me.
Plus I do not appreciate people who block my way.
& I lovelovelove 林宥嘉! & I love my abnormal friendszx.(NY+YQ)&MYCLIQUECLIQUE. The same rule applies♥
You can bitch behind my back for all I care, just don't lemme hear you. :0

Honeyloves
Neoying!
Yanqing!
Lava.


Bittersweethoneyloves
Da Jie,Szeyee.
Kaya, Peixian.
Yanyun.
Victoria (Pigtoria).


DTRM
Eugene.
Joshua.
Laiyin.
Priscilla!
Theresa.
Zhongster.

Hua Yi, 4e4.
Cheanfei.
Jerlyn.
Kahmeng.
Karyan.
Mengyong.
Minwei.
Melissa.
Shareefa.
Wenjie.
Weifang.
Xueting, Alicia.
Yingying.
Yining.



Jp-Pizzahut.
Aaron.
Aqmar.
Cindy.
Nicole.
Shafiq.
Tommy.


Hua Yi Sec Sch.
Anson.
Chinxiang!
Dawn.
Emily.
Madeleine.
Natalie.
Peiqi.
Peilin.
Samantha.
Shumin.
Shirley.
Susanna.
Wanteng.
Yilei.
Yangmeng.